So, I've barely begun this blog and I already had my first big lapse in posting... oops! Nothing to do but keep on keeping on, so here it goes! I have had a lot going on with kids, remodeling and crafting, so many more posts to come. For now, I am feeling moved to put forth some issues that have been on my mind.
Lately, I've been feeling a little lost. I know this happens to everyone, and I've even worked through this feeling before, but it's still tough. I've talked in the backstory of my blog how I have so much going on at once (like everyone I know!), and lately it's been overwhelming. Part of being a mother and great wife is giving a big part of yourself, and usually I'm happy to do it, or at least try! However, I'm really craving some time to find myself. This feeling is more than just a need to go grab a coffee by myself... it's like whatever is supposed to be grounding me is missing. My marriage has had it's ups and downs, so I don't know if it's just a slump to work through. I've also been slow in getting active in my church so it could be a spiritual void. On top of that I've just been struggling with weight issues.
Anyway... something's missing and not sure how to work through it! I don't know where I'm going and short on time so leaving it at that and at least I feel a little bit of relief having voiced my thoughts!
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